a while ago, i had an impending deadline, but not much inspiration to write. i picked a prompt based off a movie for renmin ff, a movie which i really really liked, but the process of writing the fic wasn't as smooth as i thought it would be. at first, i thought that since i had a lot of material to work with, it couldn't be that hard, right?
i was absolutely wrong, but i have no one to blame but myself. i do better with prompt based fic fest because it gives me a direction, a start, something to focus, and most of all, a deadline. the problem this time, was, of course, myself. i got too caught up in trying to insert my characters in the movie, in trying to give them good enough motivations to fit the narrative and the plot. i think i lost my own love for the prompt somewhere along the way.
i think that’s exactly why i ended up dreading working on it. but i pushed myself, and in a bit less than 6 hours i wrote 4k words, which is a lot for me. i didn't take any breaks, except for lunch, but at least i managed to finish in time to join the collection. honestly, even when i finished editing (grammar, mostly), and i still didn't know if i was happy with how it turned out.
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